I am the worse person for keeping a blog going. I read several of my friend’s and they always have something profound to write about. I open the page and think….uh, nop, I have nothing.
I must say though that with Madelyn’t first birthday I didn’t really get any tears or feel any certain way, but with Lydia I am not wanting it to come. I think because it could be the last first birthday we celebrate. The thought of not getting to have another year of firsts makes me insanely jelous of all of you. I also just can’t believe it is already Feb, and my little kate is getting ready for the toddler years. Oh, dear God give us grace!
As we near the beginning of another year with two little ones I pray that we can get healthy and stay there. I can’t even begin to tell you how sick and tired I am of having sick and tired kids. I pray that we will find a better balance for the two girls that gives us the time they need. I pray that some how I will clean my mouth before I have a three year old speaking like a sailor!
This year I have learned so much! I have learned how different kids are, how to multitask…even more, how to give my husband more of a parental role, how to let the little things go and oh so much more.
In just a few months we will find out if we are moving or not and if you would have asked me last year how a move would affect us, I wouldn’t have cared, but now I care so much because of you all and your wonderful little ones and of course your hubbies. I hope that we can continue to watch our kids grow for at least another year if not five right long side yours.
A year ago I was so worried that I couldn’t love two the way I love my Madelyn and can I just say that God is so good and he has blessed us with two wonderful girls that in my opinion are very beautiful.